Don’t. I’m on the other end — I did. I regret everything. I miss her. I should’ve realized her plans were our plans and they would’ve been amazing. Now I’m in a timeline where I’m alone with no one. She doesn’t care if I exist or not. It’s horrible. Please… remember why you fell in love with that person and why you are still together. Then imagine life without them and realize those fake happy thoughts? The ones where you’re imagining life without them? Yeah, get that shit out of your head. It’s not real. You’re not going to be happier. The grass is greener where you water it.
Guess what? She’s now with someone else. Living our dreams together. Living all the dreams she had with me with him. She’s making jokes with him. She’s cooking him dinner. She’s watching all of HER and OUR favorite shows with him. She’s having sex with him. She’s planning romantic weekend getaways with him. Yup, I want to die. I haven’t seen her since our divorce — but I know if I saw her with someone else, I’d probably just realize why I have to end my life. Because I’m stupidly selfish, possessive, and I contemplated your stupid thoughts once too.
I see all sorts of older couples — have their businesses together — running shit and planning on retirement. I had those plans with her. Guess what I have now? Major depression. Extreme anxiety. Suicidal thoughts. No will to live. No dreams. No ambition. No desire to even wake up tomorrow. A great big fear of being alone — I was there! — as she said, “You had it all.” She was never wrong. She loved me and wanted it to work. But I was immature and didn’t communicate my wants, needs, and expectations better and encourage her to share hers.
What's the most valuable lesson you've learned in life, and how has it impacted your journey so far?
DO NOT HURT YOUR PERSON. PLEASE. SEE YOUR LIFE WITH THEM OR STOP WASTING TIME.
I was awful to her in the end — I can’t explain why — but to the point where she cannot possibly forgive me or give me another chance. Her way of forgiveness is simply pretending or acknowledging that I never existed. And I did that to her. I did that to me. I did that to us. None of it was her fault.
Do you see where I’m going with this? Stop your bullshit. Please stop it. I wish someone said that to me. Love that fucking woman or man you are with — fucking love them with all your heart. They ain’t easy to find.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
